Tell Them...
I'm
sure at some time or another we've all gone through something like this or heard this happen to someone. Well here's a reminder
to never put off telling someone how much you care. Whether its
love
or just pure friendship, let them know you're there for them. The truth always profits in the end!
10th
Grade...
As
I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl next to me. She was my so-called 'best friend'. I stared at her long, silky
hair, and wished she was mine. But she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it.
After
class, she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before. I handed them to her. She said 'thanks'
and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but
I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
11th
Grade...
The
phone rang. On the other end it was her. She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broken her heart. She
asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft
eyes, wishing she was mine. After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips, she decided to go to sleep.
She looked at me, said 'thanks' and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want
to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
Senior
Year...
The
day before prom she walked to my locker. "My date is sick" she said, "he's not gonna go" well, I didn't have a date, and in
7th grade, we made a promise that if neither of us had dates, we would go together - just as 'best friends'. So we did. Prom
night, after everything was over, I was standing at her front door step. I stared at her as she smiled at me and stared at
me with her crystal eyes. I want her to be mine, but she doesn't think of me like that, and I know it. Then she said "I had
the best time, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just
friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
A
day passed, then a week, then a month. Before I could blink, it was graduation day. I watched as her perfect body floated
like an angel up on stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be mine but she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. Before
everyone went home, she came to me in her smock and hat, and cried as I hugged her. Then she lifted her head from my shoulder
and said "you're my best friend, thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't
want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. Now I sit in the pews of the church. That
girl is getting
married.
That
girl is getting married now. I watched her say 'I do' and drive off to her new life, married to another man. I wanted her
to be mine, but she didn't see me like that, and I knew it. But before she drove away, she came to me and said 'you came!'
She said 'thanks' and kissed me on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends,
I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
Life...
Years
passed, I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my 'best friend'. At the service, they read a diary entry she
had wrote in her high school years. This is what it read: "I stare at him wishing he was mine; but he doesn't notice me like
that, and I know it. I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love him but I'm just
too shy, and I don't know why. I wish he would tell me he loved me!"
'I wish I did too...'
I thought to my self, and I cried. Do yourself a favour; tell her or him you love them. They won't be there forever.